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Dec. 28th, 2004

06:26 pm - *~*~If I wanted to be hurt..I'd fall down the stairs~*~*

Andy~~>AgE:21 [(wow)] <~~~Had no clue~~~> SoOoOoO HoTt!
Not a bad thing..except Im 16yrs old~~>Not a really good idea right..But I really like the kind of guy he is...soo I hung out with him and mel and tommy and Ksusha!! Heheh can anyone say sneaking out...lol Im soo bad...oh wells....I "slept over" Mel's house...hehe then I went to Ksushas house! {w/ Mel} so yea! We went out....ANDY <3 Is sooo Hott! What to do ..::Pondering::.. hmmm...let's just see how it goes shall we...
.:Nick:.~~>Oh boy! Tommy's brother*not really* well..{[(Can't date a boys best friend)]} Oh man! Grrrr...((((He called me to see if I wanted to go to the movies)))))~~~~> AGE::...--> 16 or 17...HOTT! well I gotta eat dinner!
~~~>Peace-OuT<~~~

Current Mood: confused

Current Music: Jen talkin about college

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Dec. 22nd, 2004

10:38 am - HoHoHo...I still Believe in Santa...

Hey I am in class with shelly she got me a present! LOL both of us didnt bring the chinese noodles..lol her brother ate them all...hehehe oh well I will have to go get some!! Im so hungry..But i gotta go Seibert is staring

Current Mood: Merrry x-mas

Current Music: The cheerful sound of bored ass students

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Dec. 20th, 2004

06:46 pm - ~~~>What if finding the love of your life meant changing the life that you love?<~~~

This is my personal journal..Im not sure yet if I want to allow other eyes to see this..I have alot I need to get off my chest and writing my thoughts and feelings down seems to be of some help... well Boys is one of the major Issues:
~~>Lenny~~> The love of my life, the one true guy I have EVER been in love with..I fell head over heels for him in the month of February last year:2/04
We started going out on february 23, 2004. On our one month I skipped school with him and we went to his best friend Justin Patane's house. Well Lenny and I got in a fight and he LEFT me their for over an hour by myself...I had to call my sister Jessica and tell her to come pick me up at this kids house...well she did but on the way to pick me up she saw lenny's car in Kate's driveway! Kate~~~> Lenny's ex-girlfriend~~> we are mortal enemies..well anyways...So She picked me up and then we went back to Kate's house where I took all my shit outta Lenny's car then went back to school...well I called him to let him know that I was back at school..then I broke up with him....That is just one of the many things lenny has done to hurt me...well You are probably asking yourself why I am so in love with him...I dont know maybe it's because of his better half...The sweet charming, cute, and just 100% wonderful guy I know he can be....but the other times hes an ass I ask that same question to myself...Well when I moved into my mom's house Lenny came to see me and everytime I called him to talk about all my problems Lenny was there..ANd it seemed that whenever I had a problem lenny was there..He was so fun and exciting and against what I was used to...He changed me..or should I say I changed because of him...well enough for now I am hungry and I gotta eat some Tortellinis!! Yum! Yum!

Current Mood: keeping myself buzy

Current Music: Movie: The Bourne Identity

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